Currently listening to Hanson: Save Me

Loving you like I never had before
I'm needing you to open up the door
If begging you might somehow turn the tides
Then tell me to I've got to get this off my mind

I never thought I'd be speaking these words
I never thought I'd need to say
Another day alone is more than I take

Won't you save me, 'cause saving is what I need
I just want to be by your side
Won't you save me, I don't want to be
Just drifting through the sea of life

Listen please, don't walk out the door
I'm on my knees, you're all I'm living for
I never thought I'd be speaking these words
Never thought I'd find the way
Another day alone is more than I take

Won't you save me, 'cause saving is what I need
I just want to be by your side
Won't you save me, I don't want to be
Just drifting through the sea of life

Suddenly the sky is falling
Could it be it's too late for me
If I never said I'm sorry, then I'm wrong, I'm wrong
Then I hear my spirit calling
Wondering if she's longing for me
And then I know that I can't live without her

Won't you save me, 'cause saving is what I need
I just want to be by your side
Won't you save me, I don't want to be
Just drifting through the sea of life
Won't you save me
Won't you save me
Won't you save me



I want to write. I want to write the words of a poet, words that inspire others and let people into the deepest corner of my soul. I don't know the words, can't find them. Not even enough to explain to myself, let alone translate that to a normal language. It's nights like this that I long for him to be here, for me to see his face, feel his arms around me, holding me. Sharing a blanket, each with our own cup of coffee. Staring out in the same direction. His heart understanding mine, and mine his. Someday we will find each other and our hearts will speak the same language. So here's to you: I love you and I hope I am living my life in a way that will keep me pure for you.