well

it's done, but it's not over.

music

thnk you, der music, for speking the words tht i cnnot find for myself.

(my pplogies for my keybord, which went ll crp-like gin)

change...

an unexpected change is happening. it's not even my change, it's someone else's change, but like the movie the butterfly effect it does inevitably effect me somehow. most recently, it's made me realize that i am not who i thought i was all this time. i can speak my feelings, i can be strong, i have no reason to hide.

this probably doesn't make sense unless you know what i'm talking about. you probably don't know what i'm talking about. it probably needs to stay that way.

happy official no-work day!

so, it's the day before a long-weekend, so i'm not working.

i'm at work, but i'm not working.

robin, my manager, is on vacation and she emailed us telling us that we could leave early today. she never gave a specific time that we could leave, so i'm just not working at all. i could leave now, since it IS almost 2:00, but i'm stuck here anyway because amber and i are going up to indiana together, and her department did not get permission to leave early.

so i'm writing on my xanga and i have nothing to say really.

so far today, i did do a little bit of work (approved and denied a few contracts), went to the mall for an hour (lunch break), walked around the office talking to other people, visited with people who came into the accounting office, wrote on a few facebook walls, made bryce do some non-work related photoshopping, watched some youtube videos, IM'd a few people....

yeah. i guess that's it. happy no work day!