Yesterday I put in job applications at quite a few places. I'm getting a little stressed about the internship thing. I guess it's going to start May 14th, which is also when we can move into the house (if I understand correctly). Which means 1) I still need a place to live for a week between that when I'm taking my class and 2) I'm going to miss the first two weeks of the internship because of the class being in NYC and DC. And I still need to find a bed because it will cost a lot of money to bring my bed from home down here. Also, I found out that the internship will be done August 1st which means am I going to be able to live in the house for another month or am I going to have to move home for a month? But maybe that means I'll be able to do KK3 - isn't it in August? I still need Jimmy's email...

Story about AUCME in PA coming, I promise..

Quick summary of the week:

Monday - Finished reading "The Rising" and did other stuff, went to the women's shelter for class and then bought groceries... then had L'ami. After L'ami went to Perkins.

Tuesday - chapel, L'ami table, class, other stuff I don't remember, Matt's followed by SNS with the whole MH crew

Wednesday - class, set stuff, gene's, set from 6:30-9, then WalMart for more Feud stuff, then SNS w/ Jen and Mel and then back to WalMart fot the game

Thursday - class, chapel, shower, class presentation, feud stuff from 2-until feud was over at 9:30, then SNS w/ L'ami, the Meijer with Jen and Stacy for the game

Today - slept in, class (aka threw a football, badly, with Jen), packing, driving

Meadville, PA!

Okay that was a boring post. But yay for the game and yay for SNS three nights in a row, and Perkins the night before that and La Cha's the night before THAT. And yay for at La Cha's Deanna being hit on. And yay for Tuesday SNS seeing the La Cha's waiter there (not Mauricio) and then seeing him again last night at SNS.

Two week notice = 11 days

Today I played "Song to Sing" on the piano. I pretty much sucked at it, but it's been a long time. At least I played it.

Goodbye four leaf clovers
Hello gone awry
Don't cry the fight ain't over
Unless you let it pass you by

I'm looking for a song to sing
I'm looking for a friend to borrow
I'm looking for my radio
So I might find a heart to follow
I've never been just longing for your loving
I've never been just wearing down to nothing
I've never been just looking for a reason
So that maybe you'd be thinking of me

All that I have found in reason
Is reason just to not believe
When all that you're left is treason
It's treason just to let it be

I'm looking for a song to sing
I'm looking for a friend to borrow
I'm looking for my radio
So I might find a heart to follow
I've never been just longing for your loving
I've never been just wearing down to nothing
I've never been just looking for a reason
So that maybe you'd be thinking of me

Blue yonder dreams and second hand shoes
You're so far gone that you live to choose
And it's too late to go home all alone
You're the tar in that old cigar
And the worn out cable on a cable car
And you're too tired to admit you've got to choose

I'm looking for a song to sing
I'm looking for a friend to borrow
I'm looking for my radio
So I might find a heart to follow
I've never been just longing for your loving
I've never been just wearing down to nothing
I've never been just looking for a reason
So that maybe you'd be thinking of me

(Then there is what I have been told is an unproduced bridge or verse to this song, it's written on the inside of the cd case)
Don't wander through this glassy surface
Expecting to find more than me
'Cause what am I without a purpose
But a lone mirage to see

Random thought...

In high school band was my life. I spent countless hours during the week in symphonic band, marching band, pep band, jazz band. I don't do anything musical now. I hardly play my guitar or the piano, I don't even know the last time I picked up my flute.

Wow... the semester is almost over! I'm really excited about this summer, I've already talked about that. I don't want to think about people graduating though. And it's weird to think that next year is my last...

Lots of thoughts... apparently computers aren't an appropriate way for me to voice my feelings, but it's okay for those who find it unfit for me. To those people - I do want to work things out. I do. I don't understand why it seems that I'm the one who has to intiate it each time. This will make time number four for one of you.

I'm leaving in two hours for AUCME. We're going to Battle Creek and my mom (and probably grandma) are coming to watch us Sunday. And my dad said he might come - that'd be a shocker. This will be my second to last AUCME. Next weekend we're going to Pennsylvania. I'm REALLY excited about it. Last year the best weekend was when we went to Kentucky b/c it was a longer drive where I got to know Tif really well, and then we all stayed in the same building (with spider-egg filled cots... yay KY!) And it was Friday-Sunday instead of just Sat-Sun. In PA we won't all be staying at the same place and we won't have Scott rapping in front of a few kids and grandparents who probably think rap is of Satan. And we won't all get to experience Ale 8 for the first time.

Kentucky was great.



PA will be great too..



(Picture minus Scott plus Nathaneal and Jesse)

Trying something new. If the picture works, that's where I wish I was right now...

I want it to be warmer again. Why did it go back to cold? That's a sad day.