Today = Valentine's Day. Today = My last week of being 21. More on both later.

Currently Watching: Hanson: Underneath Acoustic Live

Yay for Hanson DVD's! Woot.

"This song is about an old girlfriend of mine who cheated on me. But don't worry, I got her back." - Isaac

The reason for my post is this, and thanks Mel for the quote, and for the good talk that we had today I LOVE YOU!

"Love is giving someone the opportunity to destroy you, trusting that they won't, and forgiving them when they do."

Also I finally found a nickname for Mel based off the lovely last name of Fronckowiack that she DID NOT hear before!!! LADIES AND GENTLEMEN... BEHOLD.... FRONKENSTEIN!

Thrasher you need to sleep in your own bed for a change. Get some good rest. You too, roommate.

Ervin - I missed you this weekend. Come back to me!

Roommate got a tattoo - go DeeDee! Her new name is Wernback

Other roommate is gone with Ervin.

Michael Jackson looks like a freak - this comment brought to you by the ugly picture of him in the banner at the top of my screen as I type this.

I can't wait for Chris and Katie's wedding. Yay for you guys, and yay more for love. I tried finding your song to put on my xanga, but I couldn't. You guys probably don't even read this, haha but yeah for those who are reading this - they are going to have "It Feels Like Home To Me" sung at their wedding. It's by some CHiroerjsekrj sKeropsurlsekjrs chick. Kinda like chicken kakapoopoo which Stacy needs to cook soon.

I'm so tired but I don't want to go to bed yet.

I heart Mercy House. Yay for me being able to go tomorrow. I'm looking forward to the internship this summer.

Yay London! Only 26 days!

I totally was going to post something else... don't remember what.

This is all random.

"Lost Without Each Other" (the song in the video above)

I ran into your best friend today
Twelve nights since you ran away
I asked about you and she said, can’t say, can’t say
I’m feeling lonely and it seems to stay
It’s been a while since I felt that way
Well, I can tell you there’s no room to play this game

All I know is what I’m missing
What I’m missing is your kissing
Are you listening

Don’t go, don’t go telling me you’re alright
There’s no room for getting uptight
Don’t go saying that you’re OK
When you’re lonely
Baby, don’t go telling me we’re over
When you know you’re my one and only lover
And I won’t go saying that we’re OK when we’re
Lost without each other
‘Cause we’re lost without each other
‘Cause we’re lost without each other

I didn’t mean to start the last big fight
You never should have hung up that night
All I want to do is make things right
Make it right
Listen, with all the choices that we chose to make
And all the promises we chose to break
We were busy making big mistakes, yesterday

All I know is what I’m missing
What I’m missing is your kissing
Are you listening

Don’t go, don’t go telling me you’re alright
There’s no room for getting uptight
Don’t go saying that you’re OK
When you’re lonely
Baby don’t go telling me we’re over
When you know you’re my one and only lover
And I won’t go saying that we’re OK when we’re
Lost without

I can tell you one thing
We’re not better on our own
I’m tired of running from my feelings
Are you listening

All I know is what I’m missing
What I’m missing is your kissing
Are you listening

Don’t go, don’t go telling me you’re alright
There’s no room for getting uptight
Don’t go saying that you’re OK
When you’re lonely
Baby, don’t go telling me we’re over
When you know you’re my one and only lover
And I won’t go saying that we’re OK when we’re
Lost without each other
Lost without each other

Today is going to be the best!

So today I skipped Chapel with my good friends Thrash, DeeDee, and Mel, and we went to Deluxe Donuts. Normally when we're there it's late at night and we act stupid. With the exception of me accidently throwing ice at the lady working, we weren't really all that crazy and dumb. Actually Thrash and I just started having a good convo about post-graduation and "the real world" when we had to end it so I could go back to class. Dumb classes. Always getting in the way of what's really important. Thrash and I definately need to finish that convo - it was a good one. There was something else I wanted to say and now I don't remember. The end.

The past few days have been warmer and all the snow was gone and it made me ready for spring, I can't help but notice the reflection of God's beauty found in the fresh layer of snow falling this morning.



Thank You, Father, for heavenly reminders

I definately haven't been feeling like myself lately. Yes, I'm sick - but it's been longer than just this week. I think it started during Christmas break. I don't really know why or what or anything but yeah. I've definately been a more subdued version of myself. It hit me yesterday when I met with Matt, my pastor. He doesn't really know me that well and as soon as we started talking he asked if I was okay and that I seemed distant. He was right but I don't know how he would have known that. So yeah - me = not me lately. Me not knows why. Me wants to be me.

I don't feel myself today
Just a figure in a big monopoly game
Struggle is the price you pay
You get just enough just to give it away
I'm sinking but I'm floating away
Throw me a line so I can anchor my pain
The fabric is about to fray
The fabric is about to fray

Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately
Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately
Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately

Things keep coming and I keep wondering
I start feeling the walls close in
Things keep coming and I keep stumbling
I start feeling I'm strong enough to break
Oh, I start feeling I'm strong enough to break

Been running through my mind today
Scenarios to add to your hypocrisy
No one ever takes the blame
But everyone is searching for a cure to the pain
Nothing ever seems to change
Oh, nothing ever seems to change
We just play like broken records in a deaf man's charade

Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately
Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately
Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately

Things keep coming and I keep wondering
I start feeling the walls close in
Things keep coming and I keep stumbling
I start feeling I'm strong enough to break
Oh, I start feeling I'm strong enough to break

Carry on just a pawn and the same old song
I'm still holding on

The fabric is about to fray

Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately
Maybe you could take a look at yourself lately

Things keep coming and I keep wondering
I start feeling the walls close in
Things keep coming and I keep stumbling
I start feeling I'm strong enough
Things keep coming and I keep wondering
I start feeling the walls close in
Things keep coming and I keep stumbling
I start feeling I'm strong enough to break
Oh, I start feeling I'm strong enough to break

Happy February. I'm sick.

Thirty-eight days until London!!!